Delete

I shouldn't c u at that time.
I shouldn't say "hi" to u.
I shouldn't be a friends of urs.
If I didn't c u at that time...

Now, don't hesitate.
I shoulda pressed the delete key
On my key board in my mind.
I shoulda deleted u and all of my memory 'bout u.
Completely,
Definitely,
Thoroughly.

Then, I never c u even in my dreams.
Even if I saw u in the real life,
I don't have to pretend myself anymore.
I can finally live for myself honestly.

If I could do like this really...
Not just a wish...

If it is always like this,
I don't need "feeling".
Coz I have "feeling", I feel happiness, sadness,and
Pain in my heart, huh?

Then, I dare not to have it.
I prefer to scarifies happiness feeling
Rather than to feel pain in my heart.

Whether I feel pain or happiness,
It doesn't matter for u, right?
I know.

Even though I feel strong pain,
the sun rise up in the morning and
down in the night,
Every day.
That is the way of life,
Way of life of human beings.

I am just a woman
struggling in this darkness.