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Was I wrong?? Y should I suffer from many things these days??

Im down very much...but y??

Coz,,,
I can't manage my time properly these days?
I couldn't write good essay this time and I have to rewrite it?
I don't think I can get A nor B in SPC class any more?
My body condition is bad as usual?

Yea...kind of...
All of them r also the reasons y Im so down.

Yet, Sth is different.
It's not the true reason!!!

I kinda feel...I lost very important thing. I hurted u a lot,right?
It was hard to leave u alone.
It was painful to say those things 2 u who was crying.

Wat did I do?? I should notice more earlier.
Am I ur real friend??
Good friend shouldn't act like that, did they?!

If I wanted to say "Im ur good friend."
Then, I should think about u seriously more.
I should really think about ur future as a friend.

But I didn't do so...
As a result, what happened??
C?? How stupid I was!!!! Shit!!!!!!
I was thinking just about myself. I said "everything is for u."

Ha!!!! Shut up!!!

I just didn't wanna be alone.
I just wanted to be "a good person."
I just, just want u to be by my side.

I should release u earlier.
I should be ur good friend.

I'm very sorry,my dear.
Everything is my fault.