The Last Day of 2007

Thx 4 ur everything in this year.

To tell the truth, it was very very bad year.
Provably, this year was one of the worst years Ive ever had before.

At the very beginning of this year, I got an unknown disease. I was hospitalized and took a very very painful surgery. Coz I was absent from school for 'bout 3 months, I had to take EAP3 w freshmen. I was behind my old classmates. I spend rly rly hard time during Spring semester.
I had a trouble w an American guy. I had to say too much to him. It was very frustrating!!

During the summer vacation, I had a very bad headache spell. It was the worst one. I added "Level 5" in my headache level list. I was almost dying...

After the SV, my best friend in AIU went back to her hometown coz she was depressed. I didn't know what to do. And my body condition wasn't good as usual. I was absent from skool many times. I had my wisdom teeth pulled out. Es, left one was terrible. My face was swallon very much. I had a high fever. It took 'bout 1 week to recover from it.

I was suffering from relationships w my "friends". I was asking "Wat r friedns????". I don't get exact answers yet. I felt that I had no place that I could exist. In Skool, in SV committee, in SLC club, in Classes, in anywhere....Anyway it was very hard to stay AIU. The best friend came to c me after the final exams and told me that she decided she will leave the skool. Coz she found her own way so I should be glad to hear that. However, my heart sank. Half of me felt rly excited for her, but the half felt alone. I donno how I should live without her. I felt that there was nobody to help me. I came back to my hometown asap. But just before that, I found out that my left eye also had sth wrong. Damn....Why? Why? Why?

How can I be Positive???
How can I be Active??

I rly rly rly wish that next year will be very very very good year!!!!