Ｄｏｒｍ

I left my dorm which I lived for one year in.
My parents and I worked very hard to move all of my stuff to a new apartment.
Too much stuff!!!! I got so tired :p

My new apartment is really clean and comfortable one.
The name of it is "Spring"
I think the name will suit my feeling from this April.

Yet, I still wondering how should I be...
How should I live...
I feel lil sad and very worry about new life.
I miss my dorm life. However, simultaneously, My feeling become very clear and calm.

What is this??

What is this??

Time has passed soooooo quickly. and still I am waiting for "time".
Everything exactly became PAST.
Time will sweep away my wavers :-)
I will be OK from this Spring. Everything will be done. and
Everything will be changed, Everything will be started.


VIRTURE IS JUST A PACE OF BETRAYAL.
WHY I CAN'T HAVE A DECENT ANSWER??
ONLY WORDS HURRY TOO MUCH TOWARD LOVE.
I CAN'T FORGIVE YET.
SO, I DIDN'T ESCAPE.

I get a ".[period]", and I desappear.Then I can protect.
I had been praying...for a long long time.

Kill me, absolutely.
Eliminate me, completely.
Demolish me, thoroughly.

Then I can take a first step toward the freedom.

The strory which I have kept writing in this chapter was not beautiful.
'Twas not good-shaped.
And it was really rough and sad. But I will not tear the pages.

Now , I just close this book of mine.
And I will open the chapter someday with full of true smile.

Good-by is meeting.
End is Start.

Well, what should I write down in the next chapter??