Sunday, March 16, 2008

No Promises

I dont know my feeling.
I dont understand myself the most.
Just I dont want to let u go. I just need u here.

No promises.

"Friendship" doesnt contain any powers
To force u to stay here.

I dont wanna run away. I dont wanna resist u.
I wanna stay by ur side forever.

No promises.

I cant bind u. U r free...
Free from any restraints.

I am restricted by ur existence.
When is my turn? Wouldnt u notice? Wouldnt u release me?

I will just say "OK".
That is the only thing I can say now. Not "Yes"but "No" neither.
Im laying on between them.

Vague, Subtle, Ambiguous, Obscure, Dubious, Fuzzy,Gray....

It is complicated so very simple.
It seems very easy but actually a lil bit difficult.

Is this a diplomatic game? Should I maneuver myself through ur words?

Wanna be the special.
Wanna be the only one.
Only for u.

When would u realize? Or maybe u already realized,
and just u r pretending that u dont know anything at all...

How long do I have to wait for u?
I should be patient more than anyone else. Until when?

I just donno u and I.
I just wanna be w u.

Can I have ur call tonite?
Can u talk w me? Can u send me an email today?

Do u think of me at least once in a day?

What is the "best friend" ??

I dont understand.
I dont understand.

No promises.

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