I will NEVER forgive!!
Dear My lovey friend,
It is rly rly frustrating, huh?
I will never forgive him.
He just played w u. Even though he had a gf, he slept w u and said "I don't have a gf. "
He easily dirtied your pure heart up. Where should your love go??
Your tear toward him became my anger against him.
Your pain toward him became my hate against him.
Your love toward him became my mortification against him.
Your heart toward him became my enmity against him.
Hey, My lil sister, Why?
Why only you have to be hurt?
Why you have to have such a pain in your heart? Deeply .... inside of your heart...
Why don't you hate him?
Why don't you curse him?
You can do that!! You have right to do so.
Please don't say
"I still luv him." "I appreciate his kindness." "I wanna say thank you to him."
He was not kind AT ALL!! Why you don't notice it??!! eh?
He just played.... he laughed at you!! Why you still love him?
Why you still wanna see him!?
I cant believe men easily anymore!!!!!!!!!
I will never forgive such a F●ckin da●med s●it s●cks man!!!!!!!!!
"Scr●w you!!!!!!!!"
"Go to the hell."
"Never Come Back"
"Don't show me your fuckin face!!!!"
I'm damned!!! I don't give a damn for what he says!!
There is no room for his excuse. I rly rly mad at him.
I don't have any great insulting words against him now!!
Those words I mentioned above r not enough!!!!!!!!!! Those r tooooooooo weak!!!!!
Hey My girly, I will never forgive him instead of you.
I don't let him dirty your love anymore.
Cry baby, and wash away your pain.
Maybe you cant forget him 4ever,
but you can forget the pain someday in your future.
I'm a lil bit jealous coz you know what the Love is like.
My lovely friend, remember, I always by ur side.
I luv U.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Love Is Over Now
My heart doesn't listen
to empty conversation
and alarm of my mind
There is the ocean between us
I tried
to swim to the shore of you but
realized
it was a desert island
No love was there
I wanaa release your heart
So I will drop from this love
Love is over now
I dreamed tomorrow but
this is the reality
As for your feeling...
the kiss we did tonight told every thing
I wanna indulge myself in
your words...
sweet words
But
your eyes says
Love is over now
I wanna release your heart
So I will drop from this love
Love is over now
First and Last Love
is over now
My heart doesn't listen
to empty conversation
and alarm of my mind
There is the ocean between us
I tried
to swim to the shore of you but
realized
it was a desert island
No love was there
I wanaa release your heart
So I will drop from this love
Love is over now
I dreamed tomorrow but
this is the reality
As for your feeling...
the kiss we did tonight told every thing
I wanna indulge myself in
your words...
sweet words
But
your eyes says
Love is over now
I wanna release your heart
So I will drop from this love
Love is over now
First and Last Love
is over now
Sunday, August 12, 2007
JO: Give Back Human
by Mitsuyoshi Touge
Give me back my father
Give me back my mother
GIve me back my grandparents
Give me back my children
GIve me back myself
Give me back my people
Give me back people
As long as there is our world,
peace shouldn't be destroyed
Bring me back peace
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●Mitsuyoshi Touge (1917～1953) was born in Hiroshima. This works is in a collection of his poem: Atomic Bomb Poem, which is published in 1952.6.
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Mitsuyoshi Touge was exposed to radiation when the atomic bomb was dropped on HIroshima. After that, he was doing activities such as the abolition of nuclear weapons. In the "Atomic Bomb Poem", there are 25 poems including this "JO". In 1951. 8, he published this collection when the Berlin Peace Meeting was held. Two years later from then, he died because of a disease. He was 36-year-old.
by Mitsuyoshi Touge
Give me back my father
Give me back my mother
GIve me back my grandparents
Give me back my children
GIve me back myself
Give me back my people
Give me back people
As long as there is our world,
peace shouldn't be destroyed
Bring me back peace
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
●Mitsuyoshi Touge (1917～1953) was born in Hiroshima. This works is in a collection of his poem: Atomic Bomb Poem, which is published in 1952.6.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Mitsuyoshi Touge was exposed to radiation when the atomic bomb was dropped on HIroshima. After that, he was doing activities such as the abolition of nuclear weapons. In the "Atomic Bomb Poem", there are 25 poems including this "JO". In 1951. 8, he published this collection when the Berlin Peace Meeting was held. Two years later from then, he died because of a disease. He was 36-year-old.
Monday, August 06, 2007
WORLD PEACE
~No more Atomic Bomb!! No More War!!~
Today is the Peace Day in Japan.
On August 6, 1945, the city of Hiroshima was the target of the first atomic bomb used against civil population in history. Three days later, on August 9, the United States dropped a second atomic bomb over the city of Nagasaki. In total, about one fourth of a million people were killed by the two bombs. August 15, 1945 the war was over. It left only many sorrows and hatreds all over the world.Today, Hiroshima, Nagasaki, and the country of Japan are strongly engaged in banning nuclear weapons and their testing worldwide.
It has already taken 62 years since the World War the second was over. I have never experienced any wars in my life. There is no terror of bombs in my life now. My hometown is rly countryside so my grandparents have never experienced an explosion of bombs. However, they have seen many many airplanes: B-29, which was carrying many bombs. During World War the second, my grandparents; my father's parents were elementary students. They told me that they were always hungry when they were little. They said that they ate anything they could eat. There was no confectionery and even enough meats or rice. I can hardly imagine that!!
Now, I can eat every 3 meal and I have never felt a fear of starvation so far. What is more, I can eat whatever whenever I want. Im talking those things for granted but I think I am rly rly lucky. "World Peace" sounds rly heavy and difficult. Yet, this means that each person have deep feeling or consideration for others. This may sounds small but this is very big step to make the world peaceful.
My mom's father, who is my grand father, was an HS student during the Pacific War. He had worked in a mine because it was duty for HS students at that time in Japan. He got TB: tuberculosis, at that time and lost one of his lungs. About 3years ago, 2004 Aug 16, he died because of lung disease. If he had 2 lungs he didn't have to die. I think he is also a victim of the war. After his death, his diary which he had written during the war was printed on a part of a book: "Gakkouni Sennsouga Yattekita" written by Mitsuyasu Sato. There are many diaries which were written by many people. When I saw my grandpa’s diary, I was so shocked at that. He said
"I wanna be a member of Tokkoutai: Commando, as soon as possible. I wanna die for Japan."
I couldn't believe it. He was just 16 or 17 years old at that time. Tokkoutai is very special team. To be a member of them meant death. My grandpa was kind and calm person. It was shocking sentences. I understood that war made people's heart rotten. It was not his fault but I had disgusting feeling.His older brother is also killed by the Pacific War. He was a soldier during the war. He was a member of "Tokkoutai". They attacked American army's ships with their small air planes. They had to commit a kind of suicide. Japanese people had to regard that kind of death as a glorious death. I could hardly believe the way of thinking of Japanese people at that time. Dying for the emperor is the greatest honor in Japan at that time.
Japan is the only country which was dropped TWO atomic bombs in the world.
Now, the people who experienced the atomic bombs are decreasing. The average age of them is 74, 6 years old now. 2.7 years older than last year. I should listen to their voice more seriously. I want to etch their sorrows and stories in my heart and tell those things to many people such as my children, grandchildren and also people around the world. I don't want my important people to experience such a deep sadness anymore.
Some people said "I don't want to see pics or videos about wars coz those are gross..." Indeed, it is not comfortable for many people to see dead bodies or cruel scenes. However, what are the real gross things?? They are the people's heart who is leading war. NO??
History is very important. Coz we can learn from it. If people in the past did good things, then we should imitate them. On the other hand, if they did bad things in the past, we must remember them and never repeat them again. Today is a very special day for me. That is because today is my love younger brother's birthday and also the Peace Day. I will never forget Aug. 6th forever. Of course, Aug. 9th is also important.
Many wars are still going in the world. I want many people know about wars more. I want not only Japanese people but also non-Japanese people to know about the Atomic bombs more!!! That is why I wrote this article in English. Please let me know your opinion!!
I also think that I have to study history and present society more. Japan is not only the victim of war but also assailant. Japan killed many people in Asian countries. (And also in American island "pearl harbor". Until I went there, I didn't know that fact. I was so shocked at that!!!!)There are many things that I donno yet, Im sure. I have to know more and consider about world peace. The important thing is to do something for it lil by lil, step by step!!!
Hey guys!! Let's think about Peace more seriously!! NO MORE WAR. NO MORE ATOMIC BOMB!! Please think about how to make peaceful world.
Let's take steps toward Peace!!
FOR THE WORLD PEACE :-)
I wrote about the atomic bombs mainly this time. Yet, there are more things that we have to know. Check them out!!
I wrote about the atomic bombs on this blog. It is "Monday, October 16, 2006 The Atomic Bomb". You should go to this address:
http://core1b-tomomitsuchiya.blogspot.com/2006_10_01_archive.html and the third article is this.
This is a webpage about Atomic Bombs.
http://www.japan-guide.com/e/e2125.html
This is music which junior high school students in Hiroshima made praying World Peace http://kids.s24.xrea.com/heiwa/sonota/negai/index.htm
Hadashino-Genn is a very famous comic book which describes the Hiroshima. This is rly rly shocking contents. But, don't escape from the fact!! All people around the world must know what happened in Hiroshima and Nagasaki exactly. Never repeat them.
This is very shocking book. "Sennsou no Tsukurikata": How to make the war.
This is a famous poem about the atomic bomb. "Jo" I feel sadness and anger from this poem. And also prey for the peace too...
~No more Atomic Bomb!! No More War!!~
Today is the Peace Day in Japan.
On August 6, 1945, the city of Hiroshima was the target of the first atomic bomb used against civil population in history. Three days later, on August 9, the United States dropped a second atomic bomb over the city of Nagasaki. In total, about one fourth of a million people were killed by the two bombs. August 15, 1945 the war was over. It left only many sorrows and hatreds all over the world.Today, Hiroshima, Nagasaki, and the country of Japan are strongly engaged in banning nuclear weapons and their testing worldwide.
It has already taken 62 years since the World War the second was over. I have never experienced any wars in my life. There is no terror of bombs in my life now. My hometown is rly countryside so my grandparents have never experienced an explosion of bombs. However, they have seen many many airplanes: B-29, which was carrying many bombs. During World War the second, my grandparents; my father's parents were elementary students. They told me that they were always hungry when they were little. They said that they ate anything they could eat. There was no confectionery and even enough meats or rice. I can hardly imagine that!!
Now, I can eat every 3 meal and I have never felt a fear of starvation so far. What is more, I can eat whatever whenever I want. Im talking those things for granted but I think I am rly rly lucky. "World Peace" sounds rly heavy and difficult. Yet, this means that each person have deep feeling or consideration for others. This may sounds small but this is very big step to make the world peaceful.
My mom's father, who is my grand father, was an HS student during the Pacific War. He had worked in a mine because it was duty for HS students at that time in Japan. He got TB: tuberculosis, at that time and lost one of his lungs. About 3years ago, 2004 Aug 16, he died because of lung disease. If he had 2 lungs he didn't have to die. I think he is also a victim of the war. After his death, his diary which he had written during the war was printed on a part of a book: "Gakkouni Sennsouga Yattekita" written by Mitsuyasu Sato. There are many diaries which were written by many people. When I saw my grandpa’s diary, I was so shocked at that. He said
"I wanna be a member of Tokkoutai: Commando, as soon as possible. I wanna die for Japan."
I couldn't believe it. He was just 16 or 17 years old at that time. Tokkoutai is very special team. To be a member of them meant death. My grandpa was kind and calm person. It was shocking sentences. I understood that war made people's heart rotten. It was not his fault but I had disgusting feeling.His older brother is also killed by the Pacific War. He was a soldier during the war. He was a member of "Tokkoutai". They attacked American army's ships with their small air planes. They had to commit a kind of suicide. Japanese people had to regard that kind of death as a glorious death. I could hardly believe the way of thinking of Japanese people at that time. Dying for the emperor is the greatest honor in Japan at that time.
Japan is the only country which was dropped TWO atomic bombs in the world.
Now, the people who experienced the atomic bombs are decreasing. The average age of them is 74, 6 years old now. 2.7 years older than last year. I should listen to their voice more seriously. I want to etch their sorrows and stories in my heart and tell those things to many people such as my children, grandchildren and also people around the world. I don't want my important people to experience such a deep sadness anymore.
Some people said "I don't want to see pics or videos about wars coz those are gross..." Indeed, it is not comfortable for many people to see dead bodies or cruel scenes. However, what are the real gross things?? They are the people's heart who is leading war. NO??
History is very important. Coz we can learn from it. If people in the past did good things, then we should imitate them. On the other hand, if they did bad things in the past, we must remember them and never repeat them again. Today is a very special day for me. That is because today is my love younger brother's birthday and also the Peace Day. I will never forget Aug. 6th forever. Of course, Aug. 9th is also important.
Many wars are still going in the world. I want many people know about wars more. I want not only Japanese people but also non-Japanese people to know about the Atomic bombs more!!! That is why I wrote this article in English. Please let me know your opinion!!
I also think that I have to study history and present society more. Japan is not only the victim of war but also assailant. Japan killed many people in Asian countries. (And also in American island "pearl harbor". Until I went there, I didn't know that fact. I was so shocked at that!!!!)There are many things that I donno yet, Im sure. I have to know more and consider about world peace. The important thing is to do something for it lil by lil, step by step!!!
Hey guys!! Let's think about Peace more seriously!! NO MORE WAR. NO MORE ATOMIC BOMB!! Please think about how to make peaceful world.
Let's take steps toward Peace!!
FOR THE WORLD PEACE :-)
I wrote about the atomic bombs mainly this time. Yet, there are more things that we have to know. Check them out!!
I wrote about the atomic bombs on this blog. It is "Monday, October 16, 2006 The Atomic Bomb". You should go to this address:
http://core1b-tomomitsuchiya.blogspot.com/2006_10_01_archive.html and the third article is this.
This is a webpage about Atomic Bombs.
http://www.japan-guide.com/e/e2125.html
This is music which junior high school students in Hiroshima made praying World Peace http://kids.s24.xrea.com/heiwa/sonota/negai/index.htm
Hadashino-Genn is a very famous comic book which describes the Hiroshima. This is rly rly shocking contents. But, don't escape from the fact!! All people around the world must know what happened in Hiroshima and Nagasaki exactly. Never repeat them.
This is very shocking book. "Sennsou no Tsukurikata": How to make the war.
This is a famous poem about the atomic bomb. "Jo" I feel sadness and anger from this poem. And also prey for the peace too...
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
When You're Gone
Avril Lavigne
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lied
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
We were made for eachother
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yea
hall I ever wanted was for youto knoweverything
I do I give my heart and soulI can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me Yea...
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
Avril Lavigne
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lied
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
We were made for eachother
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yea
hall I ever wanted was for youto knoweverything
I do I give my heart and soulI can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me Yea...
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
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